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geo lesson

2006-05-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalas. so loooooonnng nv blog ! cos i forgot the user id la ! i miss ak ;( will tag soon :)

< love all you poots !
>> busy workin now at YOSHI ! :p

heeheeheex

2005-09-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

.. waitin fer o'levels to end fast ..

i love you
and all of the things that you do
oh baby please
i need you [ i need you]
so believe me [ i do ]
i do
cause i love you [ i love you]
and every lil thing baby [you do]
no no
they dont know how i feel
cause i know this is real

hihi! so long never blog lerhs.. heex. tell you guys the updated life of miiiee! =D see the title fer tis post? yep! mi cant wait fer the o's to end.. like seriously!! cuz... my 300over days of waitin will be paid off! xP heh. I'M SOOOO HAPPY!!!! =DDD hey! who say true love dun exist? aisah will prove you guys wrong man.. =P anyways.. 3more days to exams!! so damn freaky larhs! i still haven finish study geog.. all cos of that miss princess larh! no mood larh.. this larh.. that larh.. if never listen say i mean larh.. bad larh.. pangsei larh.. hais.. nth to say lerh larh..... but i seriously need to finish study lorh.. see.. even "deardear" ish studyin!! heex.. aisah so proud of you lerhs.. heh. =)) kkz larhs.. i dun feel like typin anymore.. so bored... tatax! =DDD

** will never disappoint you anymore.. [ [ promise... ] ] **

lala~

2005-09-21T12:22:00.000+08:00

.. lOve sYed aZmIR!! [ [ 304 days ] ] ..

hihi! no nice lyrics today.. =( cant find a really nice one! lols. ooh.. see my title?.. hehs! LOVE SYED AZMIR!! SUPPORT SYED AZMIR !! he rawks yeah! lols.
anyways.. today one fifth of the class nv come.. susu's one of them.. currently i dunno de.. kinda feel left out wen i in sch.. like totally NOT wanted? sigh... even wen susu come oso.. like ytd lorhs.. sigh.. dunno larh.. anyways.. 9 more days to first paper! still not totally prepared leis.. =[

the other side:
aisah's goin through life pretty well.. spendin most of her times with her doggie.. hehs. must try cheer her up! i've wen through it rather well so its my turn to try guide her through.. bwahahaha.. wat rubbish? since wen aisah so "mature" nia... hehehehe... HIM?.. =D been okie.. goin along rather well.. besides the fact that HE likes to sulk! hais.. really like small boi nia.. but thats wat so adorable about him... love you boi.. =]

today's plan:
~ pon malay fer the third time consecutively!
~ study : nida try finish my "agenda" fer tis week de
~ sms HIM again..

kkz.. gtg now.. LOVE all u guys lame pooty! LOL~ =DD

** baby boi: you've fished my heart last night(at sentosa)... **

sigh

2005-09-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

.. In Love With You [ [ 297 days ] ] ..

I'm so sorry for the things I've done
Should've put you number one
But I've been playing myself
Cause I know that you're all I want
But if you give me one more chance
I'll break it down for you
No more playing around
Baby I wanna be there for you

hais.. today my mood abit dampened by ytd's.. sigh.. tell ya guys wat happen kkz? i supposed to go study rite? but in e end saw jolyn and olivia at the bus stop. they invite me go lunchin at kap. then.. go bb.. but too full to walk to macs so went libr. budden!! at libr saw fizzah.. haha.. den we just just tok n tok n just walk around.. tokin about how miserable love is? sigh.. den around 5.45 we went home.. so I DIDNT STUDY!! and wen tryin to do some science at home, i ended up writin a poem.. i'll post it next time kae? =l its titled " Love Happily Ever After " hais...

~ the other side of me ~
its obvious he didnt bother talkin to me now.. but why am i still waitin?.. its true wat susu said.. "but its only two weeks!! and you are still waitin fer like... 297days?!!! " sigh.. i dunno why either.. i miss you ted... i just miss you so much!! i seriously rather have you say harsh words to me then just keepin quiet and ignorin me!! hais... i miss u boi...... (T___________T)

** love you fer who you are.... ( no matter how you treat me ) **

IHATEYOO

2005-09-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

.. be my 'scape [ [ 296day ] ] ..

I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were you

lalalalalalalax!! so dumb larh...i cant go in frienster. so lag!! grr.. wa, today e 2CA periods everyone was like damn guai larh.. the atmosphere in class damn stress! can feel the tension fer FINALS!!! (16 more study days!!!) GOSH !! so scary nia.. think gonna study today at macs.. really need too!!! sigh...

anyways, ytd i kinda sms him. damn! so pressure sia. like suddenly two peeps sms mi in a tone of such pissin off?! both my dearests somemore!! brrr.. lalalalalax.. so down nia.. =/ feel so down!! really feels like givin up on everythin!! everythin just sux! everyday in my life is like a lie? a total disguise of my own self?! tryin the cover the real me.. the down and lonely side of me.. sigh... (T ______ T )

** M-A-L-Y-A-F-E **

watever

2005-09-12T13:19:00.000+08:00

.. waitin fer you [ [ 295days ] ] ..

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

hey hey! its been AGES since i've update le.. so sianz de worx! no mood to post. too hard broken can say?.. (T________T) GOSH!! i sound so sadistic de! why not?.. i mean finals is only 17 DAYS left!!!! wth?! still not prepared. DUH~ ! in mind still tinkin of all those shit! ='( sigh. no mood to write le.. babui!!!

** i love you... my dearest(s)!!! **

never be replaced

2005-08-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

.. never be replaced ..

hihi! kinda in a good mood today. dunno why oso. lol. omg! i hate tis com can? its so super slow. nah.. very lag! hahahahax. lame! anyways, the planet fitness thing was.. alrite ba? i just figured out how unfit i am. heex. and omg! my butt still hurts larh! lol. today goin fer inline skatin. but u see.. kinda dun feel like goin lerh.. cos its like? rainin just now and i guess the floor will be like damn wet? grr.. oh. by the guess wat? a got a stupid guy msgin me last nite. say he got my no by luck?! hahaha! very funny! like i'll EVER buy the story. he said his name is nabhan from sji. should be sec two barh? yeah.. i dun really bother. everytime he sms mi, i just said tat i'm busy and tok another time. haha! aisah's damn nice sia! xP i mean. please larh.. who really bothers? i'm only sincere to tat one special guy. i dun care if its just a one sided love. as long as i'm happy. and his happy. and we're not disturbin anyone. bleh!

in angelistic devil's mind...

thinkin of the times wen we're together. sittin down at the bus stop. u hug me wen i was feelin cold. u give mi the warmth i need and fer a moment. i thought that it will never last. but all thing have to come to an end.. and all hopes were gone. now only i was at the bus stop. so alone, so lonely as you might say. just hopin it would never have end......

** gonna freeze from the coldness you're givin me **

aisah supportin BASSANIO???!!

2005-08-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

aisah paying attention in LIT class!!!

omg! tell me about it! i was actually really tryin to find evidence to support Bassanio's love fer Portia?! man, was i really bored?.. lol. i mean, serious k? why the hell are they so against Bassanio?! i mean, the way they try to say the unexplainable??? hey! who the world can define and explain love?! its a universal thing.. i think. i mean, kkz.. its just unexplainable can?.. grr...

anyway, feel so lag today larh.. like.. so sleepy and stuff. still got planet fitness later. but at least its better than having to go fer malay. and OH MY GOSH!!! i hate that gerl can?! i tokin about that someone in my malay class. (from sc) grr! kkz, enough of the grudges already! i'm so bored! and i still haben change my template! hahax..

deep in thoughts..

angelistic devil thought about how really in love she is. or is the feelins just a fake desperate feelin?.. she ponder as she stares at her phone. expectin a msg from her dearest. but every seconds of her waitin breaks her hart.. is this really love? that she thought of as undefineable?..

** to love is not wantin to lose or to ever let go.. **

lalax

2005-08-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

.. show me the meanin of bein lonely ..

hahaz.. i noe it sounded weird?.. lol. was searchin fer a new blogskin and kinda found that phrase.. kinda catchy i tink.. hmmm.. i like! :x heex.. anyway, wat's with this whole thing about me havin bf?.. grr.. since wen nia??? blehx. lalalax.. oh tell u about ytd, pretty fun. after school, was waitin fer dearie to finish her course tingy at sp. so at e mean time, i was.. hahax.. u'll nmever guess.. STUDYIN! xP real studyin kae?! er.. i did maths (graph) , science (electricity) & english essay.. by e time, its already four plus so went to meet dearie at dover mrt. gosh! ther's like MILLIONS of poly people larh.. hahax.. den we went je.. supposed to collect the donation tix tingy but u.david never pass to yingru. so yeah.. we just sit at gary ther eat.. yep! den met stephanie and ghafar?.. er.. yeah.. around 6plus.. wen to dearie's house do puzzle. the pic very cute! but to piece them up is very irritating larh! hehex. oh. oh.he no longer angry with me le. in fact he apologised fer being harsh. =P kiki. okie. gtg now.. wana go find nice blogskins so can show off to dearie. =P lol. babui! =]

** memories are just so yesterday.. **

bleh

2005-08-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

** you're beautiful **

omg! cant believe i'm writin tat as my post title!! haha.. u see the song just kinda stuck in my head right now.. hahax.. anyway, in e com lab now.. goin fer malay later! sux! xP so sianx larh.. oh. anyway, just a very very brief update on wat had happened to me recently.. besides school, i'm spent like almost e rest of the time with our dearie pwincess. ytd went "shoppin" with her and her mum at jp. hahaz. den i oso bought HIM a bangle. damn nice. but dunno if he'll like it. cos u see. we haven been on takoin terms with each other since last two weeks ago?.. kinda quarreled. and its a MAJOR one! sigh.. wat csn i do?.. if me "fcukin off" will make him happy.. den dats wat exactly wat i'm gonna do.. anythin fer u to be happy my boi.. sigh. so currently just tryin to make myself really really busy so dat i wun tink about him too much! kkz, like i've actually taken up READIN!! hahaz.. kkz larh.. gotta go now. or i'll be late fer malay class! like i really care.. neway, out!

** angelistic devil : unleash e soul in me **

.. watever ..

2005-08-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

.. troubled waters ..

hey hey! so long nver write in lerh.. so busy and stuff.. arg!!! so sianz.. health sux too!! kinda emotionally upset oso.. sigh.. ='(( newaix.. doin nth currently.. just kinda unstable mentally.. decided that fer the third time i'm sayin it this year.. I WANA CHANGE!! seriously, i really really regret involvin emotional feelins in a "goin strong" fwenship... why cant i just cherish it as and like it is?? sigh.. look wat u had done to urself aisah?.. u brought it upon urself.. sigh.. *in the background: janice and farhana's singin cadbury choc song.. ** sigh.. why den am i feelin depress? why cant i just get off it and just smile? "i can make u smile.." as my current blogskin would say.. but how can i make u smile if i can even smile myself?? sigh.. maybe i'll just feel better if he could just reply me.. or even ma me if u would... i wun mind.. in fact i'll feel better at least.. sigh.. watever.. i'm soundin so depress on a happy surface?.. guess its true wat he says.. i'm not being myself! mayb i do need to say "cheer up dude" to myself.. hmmm.. okie.. enuf is enuf! anywaix.. me skatin tis mon.. so gonna pon POC.. heck larh! i rather go skate with my good fwen you sheng den see all those "morons".. kkz.. chao! gotta study fer test later! =(( sigh..

** dun phunk with ma hart **

lyrics from my broken heart ='((

2005-08-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

** have you ever **

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

heex..

2005-07-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

ellox! =)) i'm so, so happy.. hehex.. er.. now its cs lesson again.. and i'm sneakin to blog.. haha.. oh.. noe wat? i tink me and him mite go futher lei.. hahaz.. he's so cute.. everytime i sms him.. i feel soooo.. happy!! like now!! hahaz.. sujah's bloggin too.. hahaz.. kkz.. babui.. got street sales lata.. and his goin town.. so paiseh!! arg!! hahaz.. tata! =))

** u make me wanna **

lalalalalala

2005-07-25T13:00:00.000+08:00

.. sick ..

wa.. so long nver blog le.. hahaz.. so busy now larh.. so many things to do.. sigh.. not feelin very well either.. think i'm gonna pass out soon.. hahaz.. dun tink i'm goin fer malay larh.. really feel so sick.. hmmmm.. and dun tink i'm goin school tmr.. hahaz.. tryin to rub it in fer sujah.. cos she wanna get sick.. she haben study fer hist test tmr.. hahahax.. she's bloggin too.. hahaz.. dunno wat crap, nonsense she tokin oso.. single science larh.. blah blah.. heh.. dun care her liao.. x)

oh.. sms with him last.. sigh.. dunno lei.. just kinda hope ther's still hope fer us.. heard he told akira about it..and akira's kinda supportin me?? hahaz.. bleh.. kkz.. now farhana and janice's here too.. and they're all tryinm to get sick.. hahaz.. cos ther's hist test tmr!!! hahaz.. hmmm... okie! babui.. till next time! (-00-)

** i miss you piggy.. **

C O O L

2005-07-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

.. omg! ..

omg omg! cs lesso rawks can? lol. e school change the com liao.. currently using imac com.. its soooo COOL!! and the teacher rawk too! not like the previous one.. lol. omg! i still tinkin about how cool the com is.. lol. hmmm.. okie okie larh.. er.. oh.. went jp with jac ytd.. go buy shang's present.. haha.. i'm sure he'll "love" it BIG time.. muahahaha.. xpPpP
sujah's viewin avril's pic.. hehe.. mass dance till 3 today.. hmmm... dun tink i'm gonna stay back fer poc tmr.. hmmm.. goin home den come back school again at 4plus.. fer mass dance.. xp well.. dats tmr larh.. yeah.. hmmm.. guess just be enthu fer mass dance larh.. no big deal yeah? hehe.. so rite.. but i guess it should be okie ba.. the perfomance's at ps next sat.. 23 july.. lol. [= hmmm.. kkz.. start lesson liao.. tata! =)))

** fallin to pieces.. **

bleh

2005-07-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

.. c h i n e s e ..

lalalax.. chinese period now.. so sianz.. juz goin through friendster.. it's soo freakin borin kay? hmmmm.. dun feel lyk goin fer mass dance later.. i got cramps larh.. hmmmm.. so sianz.. now almost everyday oso got sth one de.. busy with this and that.. projects.. assignments.. blah blah blah.. xp
hmmmm.. ytd was super damn irritatin kae.. tat stupid cikgu larh.. he dunno larh.. pmsin or wat.. not happy just shouted at us.. wat fuck! grrr.. hate him alrite.. dun even feel like goin fer malay tmrw.. rah! hmmmm.. okie.. too lazy too ryte liaos.. kkz.. [=

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
We belong together

** see his face whenever i see you.. **

lalalalax

2005-07-11T13:30:00.000+08:00

.. how to deal ..

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live...how do I deal without you

** in deep thoughts **

.. bleh ..

2005-06-28T12:20:00.000+08:00

lalalalax.. chinese now.. sujah is so sick lah!!! dunno wat sperm.. lol.. and she's lyk starin at me mi with a "watever" expression.. hahahax.. oh.. guess wat??? I PASSED MY MALAY TEST!!! i got 19 out of 30.. lol. janice is lyk.. checkin out on swimmin now? and she snd sujah is lyk.. lookin at some guys or sth lyk dat.. lol. hmmm.. i reached school damn early today sia.. SIX FORTY-FIVE!!!! damn early lorh.. usually i reach at seven fifteen one nia.. lol. lalalalalax.. kenna scolded by soh juz now.. haiz.. dun care larh.. hmmmm.. goin to yishun with mummy later.. go repair my specs.. both both already lorh.. sob sob.. bleh! hmmm.. kkiz.. tata!

** missin you always **

.. tonnin ..

2005-06-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

haha.. today arh? went bugis wif ellis, jw, kelvin, jeffery and hazel.. go walk walk take neo prints..hmm.. yeah.. okie larh.. but a bit sianz.. den go e arcade ther.. play e ddr.. not exactly larh.. dunno wich version one oso.. a bit stupid lorh.. the songs all.. damn.. wad sia.. a bit hard.. play until so tired ler.. yeah.. after dat went je.. haiz.. more sianz.. jac got skate lo.. nver even tell mi.. of course larh.. she go skate with her fcukin sister mar..haiz.. dun care her.. hmmm.. at je arh.. more ddr lerh.. but tis time play one round oni..lol.. hmmm.. den now at ellis hse.. ton.. lol.. hmmm.. yeah..
**in mind**
dunno wat sia.. tinkin too much sia.. haiz.. damn wat lorh.. hmmm.. are dreams trustable?? haiz..hmmm.. kkz larh.. someone complain i blogged too long liao.. hmmm.. one hour lerh.. lol.. was on msn marh.. lol.. kkz larh.. juz received 5 msges.. more naggin.. sigh.. fcuk care larh..

** missin u till the end.. sigh **

.. yippie ..

2005-06-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

came back from msia last mon morn.. damn tired lorh.. e trip oso damn sianz one.. nver buy anytink AT ALL!!!! yeah.. hmmm.. sianz.. now at kelvin's hse.. with ellis n jw.. yep.. lalalalalax.. oh.. neway.. i now promise myself liao.. i gonna change.. i wanna be a better person.. hahahax.. blehx.. hmmm.. but i kinda serious tis time worx.. hahahas.. bleh.. hmmm.. sianz liao.. dunno wat to ryte oso..hahaha.. cant believe sch reopenin soon.. hmmm.. more sianz.. haiz.. now listenin to 7 years and 50 days.. hahahas.. lalalalax.. hmmm.. kkz.. very lazy to ryte laio.. tata!

** u bring e smile in me.. **

sianz.. sianz.. more sianz..

2005-06-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah.. mi juz came back from je wif olivia.. yeah.. was jux rottin down ther.. supposed to do the cip tingy at bb libr.. but in end.. we r supposed to lyk "book" e date in advance.. so we're doing it next thurs n fri instead.. yeah.. hmmm.. tis past week.. i very sianz worx.. do almost nth lorh.. lyk ytd.. juz sit at home.. watch tv.. tok on fone wif jac.. sms.. yeah..
hmmm.. sianz eh.. today oni.. he n sandy goin off.. overseas larh... yeah.. he goin fer more than one week lorh!! haiz.. jac say.. "it's over rite?" hmmm.. yeah.. it is.. ='((
oh.. abt e "rink prob"... hmmm.. i dunno lei.. a bit feel lyk wanna quit but.. common reaction from EVERYONE.. and i mean it.. EVERYONE.. "huh??? u wanna quit??? juz coz of that reason??? " haiz.. really dunno de.. shld i??? hmmm... but jac make mi promise to skate next wed.. so.. i really dunno.. mayb i'll skate lorh.. mayb not.. hmmm.. yeah.. kkz larh.. i oso no mood to ryte lerh.. still kan get over the fact that his gone off overseas.. haiz.. tata!

** love is so short.. forgetting is so long.. **

..~ fever / cough / headace ~..

2005-06-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

lalalalax.. juz came back from mi new hse.. it sux larh.. movin soon ler.. haiz.. hate it lorh.. it's lyk.. a middle of no wher.. sigh.. but first ting i notice about e area was.. ther's a strait bus to je!!! hahahas.. arnd 20min ride.. hahahas.. cool huh?? blehx.. xp
today so sianz de worx.. juz sit at home do nth.. kkz.. besides goin to mi new hse.. supposedly today wanna go je one larh.. den see ellis in e new shirt we bought ytd.. haiz.. see larh.. all bcoz of e stupid fever tat come "attack" mi tis morn.. walao.. i juz now go out look lyk some maniac lorh.. coz fever.. den very cold.. wear sweater.. and everyone else is lyk.. perspirin hot??? haiz.. so paiseh.. hehes..
hmmm.. kkz larh.. very sianz alrd.. tink ryte again next time ba.. hmmm.. yeah.. oh.. btw, i bought belt liao.. hahahas.. so hepi.. bought ytd.. same as ellis.. her's is black.. mine.. dark brown.. quite nice larh.. got e word "i love you" behind.. hehehe.. den mi oso bought a necklace.. quite nice larh.. but quite small oso.. hahahaz.. lalalalax.. kkz.. tata!

** love is blind, but doesn't mean i am.. **

.. /0v3 is s0 sh0r+ and f0rg3++in is s0 /0ng ..

2005-06-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

heya! =)) er.. juz came back from doin proj at vanessa hse.. hehs.. actually no larh.. was with lizzard and denim go walk walk at coro and serene centre.. can u believe it??? CORO AND SERENE CENTRE??? hahas.. those oldie places.. so damn boring sia.. hahas.. but was juz wasting time larh.. so.. i guess its okiez ba.. hahahas..
hmmm.. so sianz.. i dunno de.. ynoe.. my ytd's update.. i said sth abt whether i shld tell him the truth.. i guess not ba.. the possibilities is too.. little lorh.. kkz.. firstly, race? age gap? and.. i guess.. mayb.. his juz not tat kinda guy hu will go stead and.. juz.. not possible larh.. er..yeah.. neway.. nver see him fer almost a week liao.. hahas.. almost.. kinda miss him though.. hahahas.. lalalalalax..
hmmm.. ytd skatin was... BORING!! hmmm.. yeah.. i'm not e oni one hu tink so.. jas, may, ellis also tink so.. er.. yeah.. and durin the 4 o'clock speed skate.. dat b**** say wat.. i show off larh.. skate worst den her still wan2 show off.. haiz.. watever larh kae..
hmmm.. kkz larh.. tink i'll end off here.. tata!

** if love is the answer, could you rephrase the question? **

.. ^/vv^ys : f0r3v3r: 3+3rni+y ..

2005-06-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

yoz.. quite some time nver update liao.. er.. yeah.. lemme see.. fer the past few days.. bin.. goin to town.. most of the days lah.. er yeah.. with akira.. kelvin.. jiawei they all.. er.. yeah.. hmmm.. mi abt one week plus nver tok to avril liao.. dunno larh.. i still dun tink its my fault.. y shld apologised??? plz larh.. i din say i'll pei her lorh.. i oni say i'll come down rink.. and i did okae!! haiz.. dun care her larh.. hmmm.. yeah..

ytd go town wid glad.. er.. she did change quite alot la.. appearance wise oso.. hmmm.. my dear.. i believe u've changed.. but i nver believe the rumours abt u in da rink hor.. i noe u not that blind larh.. okie? hehs.. hmmm..

er.. kkz larh.. i'm rushin now.. gtg skate.. hee.. er.. okiez.. tata! will update soon.. =))

** should i tell u the truth??? **

- m1s+3r:\0\3\y -

2005-05-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

hey yoz.. today the 10th time nver go sch.. wa.. tmr sure mister hong complain to mi mum.. tmr ptd lah.. wa.. sianz.. haiz.. not mi fault lah.. tis morn wake up a bit late.. den mi.. nervous.. den shout and shout.. haiz.. den lyk freak lah.. kenna attack by both the ass ****s at home.. hu else.. mi bloody dad and bro lah.. damn f***ing sia.. my gosh.. sorie.. veri vulgar today.. den.. mi not mood to go sch lerx.. yeah..
haiz.. i noe.. i'm damn horrible.. but i was at home all along lorh.. nver go out k.. actually plan to go out to ps wif glad.. den last min change plan.. she wan2 go out at nite.. but i dun wan.. not scared or wat larh.. but coz i dun wan add more probs at home.. i at fault.. mi mum is the one hu kenna lorh.. mi pity her k.. yeah.. mummi.. i'm sorie worx.. =((
hmmm.. kkz larh.. i very lazy to go on liao.. kkz.. next time.. tata! =))

** will u be ther fer mi? **

.. missing you always ..

2005-05-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

ellox..actually wanna skate today.. but in e end din coz she was skatin.. hmmm.. but overall.. today quite tension in afternoon.. but evening dat time quite fun.. hahaz.. wanna noe y?? read on.. hahaz.. blehx..

hmmm.. today first ting in da morn.. i went to aries hse to do hist proj.. but was doin almost nth larh.. waste time oni.. lyk damn wat larh.. kkz.. mi bad larh k.. firstly.. i came late.. den.. i'm e oni one hu nver hand in the paper werk.. hahaz.. so tat someone was lyk showin a damn face at mi larh.. lalalax.. hu cares.. hmmm... den arnd 3 lyk dat.. i went lot 1 meet ellis.. took neo print twice.. coz e first one damn ugly larh.. yeah.. hahaz.. er.. den we go rink.. coz she wanna see jw ma.. yeah.. hahaz.. reach ther lerx.. mi go eat at kfc with e both of em.. i noe.. a bit e lite bulb.. but not mi fault.. i oni ask ellis.. but jw came along.. den wen i wanna go off.. ellis say she dun wan ps mi.. so not mi fault ma.. hahaz.. =))

er.. den we tok tok all the way till bt batok.. sent ellis home den go back je lorh.. yeah.. den jw continue skatin.. hahahax.. i was juz watchin em skate from de inside.. but den lata saw jas and arvyn(with his ger) outside.. so i went out lorh.. say hi.. hahaz.. but quite piss.. coz the first ting tey notice abt mi was mi "string".. hahaz.. damn horrible sia.. yeah.. den mi go play para with jas.. den went home lerh.. quite early larh.. yeah.. =))

hmmm.. den lata i received a damn msg sayin i'm a bitch and stuff.. okiez.. if oni to mi.. it's okiez.. but huever it is sent to e damn guy oso lorh.. hmmm.. but kinda good oso larh.. coz in e end i gotta chat with him.. hahahaz.. haiz.. but in my mind was.. y does he care so much.. i mean.. kkz.. i quote wat he say k? "i hate people talking like that about you okie?.. its like so damn unfair towards the way they treat you!" haiz.. i noe.. i mean.. every fwen will do or say dat fer their fwen.. but if u haf feelins fer dat someone.. watever caring ting he or she say will mean more lorh.. yeah.. haiz.. i still love him dearly.. haiz.. i noe if glad read tis.. she gonna kill mi.. but.. i juz still love him alot.. yeah.. haiz.. if oni he noes.. haiz.. =((

kkz larh.. i dun wanna continue lerh.. my heart hurts alot sia.. haiz.. nida go sleep oso.. if not sure tmr kennt wake up.. hahaz.. kkz.. tata! =))

** will u ever come back?? **

..++..// SianZ \\..++..

2005-05-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

ellox.. quite some time nver update liao le.. hmmm.. today nver go school.. so sianx.. tis the 9th time nver go school today.. walao.. confirm get warnin from ching chong again tmr.. hmmm.. lyk the 3rd time??? haiz.. attendence veri bad la.. not my fault kae.. e two idiotic guys at home nver wake mi up.. but the time i woke up.. 7plus liao..haiz..

er.. yar.. the ruzaini guy.. hahaz.. even after warnin from paul.. he still got the gut to ask mi lor.. hahaz.. his such a joker.. hahaz.. er.. yeah.. i dun care about him.. liar! blehx.. but my hart still hurt over the damn guy.. man.. if glad read tis.. she sure scold mi de la.. hahaz.. kkz.. to say liao.. hahaz.. =p

hmmm.. okiez la.. i oso very lazy to rite liao.. hmmm.. if wan to recap everytink back.. i scared i mite jux break down.. so better not.. neway.. currently life hasn't been that good.. so yeah.. chiao! =))

**driftin apart... is that wat u want?? **

..++..// CoNfUsEd \\..++..

2005-05-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. i noe it's lyk.. ages since i blog??? yeah.. i'm currently am really in a state of confusion.. the ting is.. i still lyk that damn guy.. hmmm.. noe nida noe hu lah kae.. jux hate myself.. y kan i juz forget him.. so hard de meh.. hmmm.. i guess so ba.. er.. boi.. i miss u alot de.. wish we ken still be togther.. haiz.. but wat ken i do now.. u're already attached... ='((

hmmm.. neway.. currently i'm really am very confused.. i dunno kae.. yesterday i went out with avril.. go ps.. budden i dunno.. she kept on tokin about how close she is to may.. etc.. er.. i'm not jealous kae.. i mean i dun care about havin may as my close fren or watever.. but i dunno.. i juz kan stand the fact that sheis always tryin to make herself seem very popular and wanted.. she wan2 stands out in the crowd.. but from wat i see.. she was juz bein EXTRA ther in the group.. yeah.. aiya.. dun care her lah.. i still got jas.. =))

hahaz.. am i contradictin myself by writin a long long story??? hahaz.. kkz.. i'll keep it short.. i'm also currently very confused over the ruzaini guy.. i dunno.. i juz scared that i'll hurt him.. coz.. fer wat i noe.. i kan lyk him.. i'm sorie boi.. i kan.. =((

hmmm.. kkz.. tat's all fer now.. tata!! (^@^)

*come back to me*

-=sigh=-

2005-02-24T10:00:00.000+08:00

hey... i dunno.. currently so many thing haf happened... and i juz feel so depress... ;( y is my life so.. sux???? i hate it... and i guess it's clear now.. dat i'm juz clappin wif one hand... sigh.. sigh.. sigh...

chiao...

-=TrUeToBeWiDyOu=-

geo lesson

heeheeheex

lala~

sigh

IHATEYOO

watever

never be replaced

aisah supportin BASSANIO???!!

lalax

bleh

.. watever ..

lyrics from my broken heart ='((

heex..

lalalalalala

C O O L

bleh

lalalalax

.. bleh ..

.. tonnin ..

.. yippie ..

sianz.. sianz.. more sianz..

..**~ fever / cough / headace ~**..

.. /0v3 is s0 sh0r+ and f0rg3++in is s0 /0ng ..

.. ^/vv^ys : f0r3v3r: 3+3rni+y ..

- m1s+3r:\0\3\y -

.. missing you always ..

..++..**// SianZ \\**..++..

..++..//** CoNfUsEd **\\..++..

-=sigh=-

..~ fever / cough / headace ~..

..++..// SianZ \\..++..

..++..// CoNfUsEd \\..++..